Sunday, July 30, 2006
i didn't think you could be this cold
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"that's what we do, we fight! you tell me when i'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and i tell you when you're being a pain in the ass. which you are, 99% of the time. i'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. you have like a two second rebound rate & you're back to the next pain in the ass thing. so what? so its not gonna be easy, its gonna be really hard. and we're gonna have to work through this everyday, but i wanna do that cause i want you. i want all of you, forever, you & me everyday".
- The Notebook -
this was also what he sent me on our 7th month anniversary.
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4:58 PM
plans of going to ECP today failed. one, i'm a lazy person. two, i'm afraid of getting lost.
& three, i'll probably think of drowning myself.
but
i really wanted to get away & cry my eyes out ;
to get away from
you
work
family
everything
i'm sick of living this way, in regret most of the time.
change is not instant
it takes time & alot of hard work
so don't tell me i won't change!
even if i did, you'd still stick by your decision
so what difference does it make right?
so if i ever do anything stupid,
i'll let you know
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12:36 AM
B, YOU'RE SUCH AN ASSHOLE.
thanks so much for telling me you're going to taiwan for a week ah.
i was like, WHAT?!
anyway
changed my mother's shoe
returned my lib book
walked arn town alone for a few hours
waited till 10 for him
ate at mac
sent me back
...
watched teeveeee
fullstop
over and out 9:42 PM